Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
The Best Love
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
Can't/Won't Give Up
A few days ago, a friend of mine tagged me on Facebook. I am supposed to list down ten things that I can't, won't or refuse to give up during this recession. At first, I thought..."What can't I give up? Of course, I can give up anything unnecessary and I will. In fact, I think I already have!" Hence, I ignored the tag.
Oh, I was so wrong. I later realized that there were some things I could have given up, but I just didn't. I don't think I can name ten though, but here's a few--
Starbucks. We do have free coffee at work, and we have at least a dozen kind and flavors of tea. We have cream, milk, half-and-half, refined sugar, raw sugar, honey and three kinds of sweeteners--pretty much anything we need to get ourselves a beverage without spending a penny. But that trip to Starbucks just can't be saved--especially when I'm having a rough day like today. And what's more--I ended up putting a refill on my Starbucks card since it's almost running out of funds. Did I mention I'm supposed to be off limits to caffeine right now? Tsk...tsk...tsk.
Posted by Liza at 10:32 PM 11 comments
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
The Anticipation
Sarah McMoyler is one of the best (if not the best) in the field of Prenatal Education. We attended her classes called the McMoyler Method. She is the founder of this company and also the author of The Best Birth, a book on childbirth preparation.
I have always doubted my confidence and my ability to rear a child. I was constantly in denial of the many changes that this will bring into our lives. The thought of labor and delivery alone petrified me out of my wits! But somehow, sometime recently--that has changed! I have learned to embrace all these possible changes--good or bad, challenging or rewarding. In fact, I now look forward to them.
Posted by Liza at 5:15 PM 19 comments
Monday, March 23, 2009
Tidbits
What a great weekend it was! We saw my family again--they came to visit to see how well I was doing. It's fun having them around and their visit always turns out to be one cooking and eating extravaganza!
Within the same week or so, I learned that at least three people I know got lenses and photo accessories as gifts. I mentioned it to Charles and he couldn't help but joke about it: "How come we never get these things as gifts?" ;-)
I just learned that I'm going to have a new boss--again! And this time, my new boss is a "she". She is my third boss in only five months, and she is my very first female boss. This unstable economy is already scary enough, and this constant change in leadership within our company isn't making things feel any better. I am interested to see how this goes.
Posted by Liza at 10:19 PM 17 comments
Friday, March 20, 2009
Cravings
One of the common questions I get asked these days is "what have you been craving for during the pregnancy?". Honestly, not one in particular. I just love to eat--pretty much anything I am used to eating, mostly Pinoy food that is.
During the early stages of my pregnancy, my appetite did not change much so I was eating like I normally did. Luckily, I did not suffer from morning sickness and didn't have any problems with food. Second trimester came and my appetite started building up. I started eating a lot and at times, almost went out of control. I probably gained the most of my pregnancy weight during this period, but I didn't care. I thought "Hey, I have an excuse to pig out! I'm feeding myself and the baby, and so I should eat as much as I could!". Right? Nah! If only I don't have a genetic history of Diabetes and Hypertension--two of the most common diseases known to set off labor complications, then why the heck not?
Unfortunately, I have to watch what I eat. Although I tested negative of Gestational Diabetes, my doctor thinks I have this so-called "Impaired Glucose Tolerance", a condition where my body does not release enough insulin at the right time to burn the right amount of sugar that I take in from food. I was asked to see a Nutritional Counselor, who gave me a strict low-carb/low-sugar diet that I have to follow through the remainder of the pregnancy. I also have to monitor my blood sugar by testing at least four times a day. Quite a hassle but has to be done.
The photos above were taken at a friend's birthday party. I love it when Pinoys throw parties here--there's always more than enough food and lots of variety. Everything looked good and I could only wish I can try them all!
Posted by Liza at 10:23 PM 9 comments
Monday, March 16, 2009
When I'm Old and Gray...
While styling my hair this morning, I couldn't help but notice the strands of silver gray that were popping out amongst my thick black hair. I remembered being a kid, watching my mom look at herself in the mirror with tweezers in her hand, trying to pluck some gray hair out, sometimes asking me to help her.
I can't help but feel old. Here I am doing what I had watched my mom do several years back, and at this stage in my life I don't even have a kid looking at me or helping me do it. Sometimes I envy my mom. She has just stepped into her 60's but she has already witnessed a lot. She has been to places, she has watched us grow and start our own families, she has played with her grandson and maybe soon with other grandchildren as well! I think she has fulfilled what she set out to do in life, and sometimes I wish I can stop time so I can go back and follow her entire footsteps!
But as we all know, aging is a given. We age every single day whether we like it or not--there is no stopping it. But where I think we can make a difference is on how we make aging worthwhile, and here's where I start dreaming...
When I'm old and gray--
--I'd like to see Charles and I still very much in love, traveling the world, seeing places and taking photographs together.
--I'd like to see my child/children grow up to be independent, righteous, and successful in their chosen field. And I want to see them marry the men/women of their dreams.
--I want to be healthy enough to play with my grandchildren and celebrate their birthdays and special events.
--I want to be surrounded by good friends whom I can share laughters and pains with.
--I want to live in a house that is fully paid off and still have enough money to support a comfortable life.
--I'd like to be involved in an organization that is focused on helping others, especially children from struggling countries.
--I want my faith in God to remain strong and solid and shared by people I love.
--I'd like to remember everything that I went through in my entire lifetime, triumphs and failures alike.
Until then, I continue to dream and I pray that God will give me a life long enough to fulfill them all!
Posted by Liza at 9:48 PM 10 comments
Friday, March 13, 2009
What's Mine is Yours...
Today we received our employee bonuses! It was a very pleasant surprise to everyone at work. We weren't expecting it after knowing that the past calendar year did not end very well, financially and in terms of achieving the company's overall goals.
However, despite the current economic turmoil, the layoffs and pay cuts happening in some areas of the business, the fact that the company did not meet its targets, and the uncertainty of what's unfolding in the coming months, the company still recognized that none of these factors affected the amount of time, effort and dedication that the employees have put in. In fact, some employees worked harder and more efficiently to allow the company to eliminate open positions and thus save some money. Hence, the company decided to release bonuses!
So when I got my money, the very first thing I thought of was what to get Charles. I guess there are just way too many items in my wish list that I find it hardly possible to decide what to get for myself. If I wasn't pregnant, I would have definitely suggested going on a trip, but I guess a trip can be saved for later.
I thought about that watch he has been constantly checking out, or a new laptop (the one he's currently using is over five years old), or a new pair of shoes (but he just got himself a new one). I wasn't exactly sure what he really wanted so I decided to just give him the money. And I gave him an entire half of what I got. I guess that made him happy, but it made me even happier! Afterall, what's mine is his, right?
No--that's not why I shared. When it comes to money, Charles has always done the same. He has been generous and selfless. Every little or big thing he gets--be it a Christmas bonus, a tax refund or a cash gift from someone--he either splits it with me or uses it to get me something. Today, I am so glad that I at least have the opportunity to return the favor!
Posted by Liza at 11:03 PM 9 comments
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Woman
A friend of mine sent me this message today and I thought it's quite funny...
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Cold Blue Spring
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Labels: Gift of Nature
Saturday, March 7, 2009
A Truly Beloved Person
I first met Chichi when I started working for a company called AccountMate in Cebu. I was hired as a Product Consultant and Chichi was one of the big bosses of the company.
My first impression of Chichi was that of being "suplada", high and mighty, strict and not very outgoing--forgive me Chi for saying this. However, she is to me a living proof that first impressions are not necessarily correct and they never ever last because she has turned out to be just the complete opposite.
Though we were in the same company in Cebu, I didn't really have the opportunity to work very closely with Chichi until we both came to our US office at the same time. We lived in the same house, went to the same workplace, drove the same car, ate the same food, and shared a lot--a lot of experiences, a lot of good memories and problem-solving opportunities, smooth rides and bumpy rides alike, quiet times and gossip times, and in the process I learned how truly amazing and remarkable a person she is!
Posted by Liza at 9:09 PM 12 comments
Labels: From my heart
Friday, March 6, 2009
Engaged
Soon I'll have a new sister-in-law. No wedding dates yet, but I'm very thrilled. I hope they decide to get married in the Philippines so we can all go home and have another fun and exciting family reunion!
Posted by Liza at 9:31 PM 13 comments
Wonderful Gifts
These came in the mail today--lovely presents from Cindy and family! Seeing these gifts warmed my heart and made baby leap for joy--he really did move when I opened the box and exclaimed "hey, there's a gift for you, little guy!".
THANK YOU Cindy for your thoughtfulness and generosity! These are wonderful! We will for sure be using them a lot!
Posted by Liza at 6:58 PM 6 comments
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Fruit of the Vine
I crave for something sweet--mango ice cream, strawberry shortcake, tiramisu, key lime pie or egg tart! Yet I know I can't have them.
Yesterday, I felt the urge to have a glass of wine--or even just a sip. A colleague from out of town came and a few of us went out for happy hour. Yes, a pregnant woman in a bar was atypical and some people did stare, but I couldn't care less! What couldn't escape my senses though was the smell of wine. My friends were having red wine and the sweet, oaky, grassy aroma was just utterly inviting! I settled for cranberry-pineapple juice, which I've always loved. But yesterday, I was just miserable.
Why does our palate long for something we can't have?
For now, I'll have to settle with fruit. And not much of it too--just enough to satisfy my sweet tooth.
Posted by Liza at 9:50 PM 5 comments
Labels: Something for the Palate
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Home
When I was young, my mom used to enlist me to various singing competitions. I hated it, so sometimes she would bribe me into joining. The song "Home" is one of the songs I used to sing. Apart from it's wonderful message, it's supposed to be a winning song--nice melody, high pitch and it showcases the singer's ability to hit high notes. I won one singing competition with this song--a local one, of course.
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Sunday, March 1, 2009
Weekend Journal
This weekend was wonderful--we got both sunshine and rain!
I started my weekend on Friday. Charles and I both took the day off and we, together with my parents who stayed with us for the week, headed off to my sister's in the afternoon. It was exciting to see my little nephew again!
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I got a call from a nurse practitioner working for my OB. My glucose test results came back and I tested NEGATIVE of Gestational Diabetes! Yipppeeee!!! Thank God! There were four tests made within the 3-hour period. Yes, they did draw blood from me four painful times! I have to test positive on two out of four tests to be diagnosed with Gestational Diabetes. I tested positive on only one--the rest were negative, which means I don't have it. The nurse however said that some doctors are so strict and would have the patient retake the test if at least one of the tests turn out positive. I hope my doctor won't have me do it again.
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My always gracious and generous sister and her husband treated us to a nice day-out at Monterey Bay. She paid for our admission at the Monterey Bay Aquarium, one of the biggest in California. I've been there before, but it was the first for her and my parents. Everything in there were beautiful! I feel awful for the creatures for not being out there at sea, but at the same time they serve a great purpose of raising awareness among people, especially children, that they do exist somewhere--in a world that is just as beautiful as the land we live in. And we need to care for that world! It was reassuring to know [from my hubby] that most of the workers at the Aquarium are volunteers and their focus has remained the same over the years, and that is to raise awareness and help save the Ocean for future generations.
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Our day in Monterey ended with a nice dinner, again courtesy of my sister at The Fish Hopper, a seafood and steak restaurant along Cannery Row.
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Back in San Rafael on Sunday, a rainy day. I craved for something sweet, warm and Filipino. But it was too rainy to go out and drive to a Filipino restaurant--the closest is about 30 minutes away. So I decided to make 'Binignit' (sweet porridge) with sweet rice, mungo bean, yellow yam, tapioca and coconut milk. I wish we had banana plantain, but it turned out OK without it.
Posted by Liza at 8:38 PM 14 comments
American Dream?
At the lab on Thursday while having my 3-hour glucose test, I started a conversation with the medical attendant who took my lab work...
I said: Are you Filipino? (I wasn't sure if she was Filipino. She kinda looked like Vietnamese too.)
She said: Yes. Are you Filipino also?
I said: Yes. Where in the Philippines are you from?
She said: Pangasinan. Ikaw?
I said: Bohol. Bisaya ako!
She said: Uuyy, Chocolate Hills?
I said: That's right! That's where I'm from.
She said: Matagal ka na ba dito? Magaling na ang English mo ah!
I said: Hindi naman. Eight years pa lang ako dito. Ikaw?
She said: Four years pa lang!
I said: Ah ok! Wala ka bang plano umuwi para mag-bakasyon?
She said: Ay wala. Hindi pa ako nakauwi mula nang dumating ako dito. Kung uuwi man ako, matagal pa siguro!
I said: Bakit naman?
She said: Mag-iipon pa! Wala pang pera! Naku, mahirap masyado ang buhay dito! Dios ko! Napaka-hirap talaga!
I said: Bakit mo nasabi?
She said: Basta! Ang hirap ng trabaho, nakakapagod! Sa bahay naman, ikaw lahat ang gagawa, walang katulong, walang yaya! Ang mahal ng mga bilihin, mahal ang renta! Kung bibili ka ng sasakyan o kaya bahay, utang lahat! Ang sweldo natin dito kasya-kasya lang. Kung magpapadala ka pa sa Pilipinas, kukulangin na talaga! Hay naku! Grabeh!
And she continued whining...
I said: Well, pareho lang naman siguro kahit saan.
What I really wanted to say: Well, why did you come here in the first place?!?!
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