The Anticipation

At 31 weeks of gestation

Charles and I just graduated from a series of Childbirth and Childcare Preparation classes. At first I wasn't so thrilled about going, but my OB required it. We didn't go the classes offered by the hospital because my OB recommended a different set of classes--something supposedly better, something I wish every expectant mother will have the opportunity to attend.

Sarah McMoyler is one of the best (if not the best) in the field of Prenatal Education. We attended her classes called the McMoyler Method. She is the founder of this company and also the author of The Best Birth, a book on childbirth preparation. 

I have to say that I did not regret every single minute I spent in her classes. Not only did I learn what to expect and how to cope with labor and delivery, I also left the classes feeling more excited than terrified of what's to come. Charles, on the other hand, realized that his role as a partner is just as significant and difficult as it is mine.

I have always doubted my confidence and my ability to rear a child. I was constantly in denial of the many changes that this will bring into our lives. The thought of labor and delivery alone petrified me out of my wits!  But somehow, sometime recently--that has changed! I have learned to embrace all these possible changes--good or bad, challenging or rewarding. In fact, I now look forward to them.

I figured that there's more to look forward to than be afraid of--the anticipation of seeing the little one who has, for so many weeks now, been growing and moving inside my body.  Who does he look like?  Will he like us when he sees us?  Will he be a quiet baby or one who won't stop crying?  I can hardly wait for the big reveal!

I have to thank Sarah for somehow changing my frame of mind, and my OB for recommending her.  Most importantly, I thank my family for always being here, sharing my excitement and setting my mind at rest, reassuring me that everything is going to be just fine.  They are my frontline cheerleaders!